I believe the best way to know I'm on my path is to do what feels good and makes sense to me.
One way I will do this is to follow my desire to be led by engaging in activities where i am being taught.. instead of seeking knowledge in solitude. I love how much this makes sense to me and how the answer I've been looking for is totally wrapped inside the question itself. It is a living example of how that which is good is not the same as that which is the opposite of what is bad.
Another practice i am adapting to is sitting with my feelings, especially the ones i don't want to be having. I feel love and happiness when i am in the presence of most people at this time, but the few who are getting on my nerves are wearing them raw. I don't wish to be using the word 'dick' to be describing the personality's of others, but the word seems to have rooted itself in my vocabulary.
and now comes the time to practice
In the past i would spout off the thing i need to do in order to change my feelings, but not now. Now I'm just going to sit with it (or try to any way) and see where the annoyance takes me. I'm sure it will be exactly where i need to be.
I just hope i don't follow my life's path right into a jail where i must stay because i need to be punished for committing acts of wild castration.
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